so now what?

i really don't know what my life is going to look like in six months. all i know is that it will be profoundly different than it is now. i guess it's normal to be both excited and nervous about something like that, but, well, it's not normal for me! i've never exactly embraced change. and i've never experienced change like i'm about to. but at least i'm gettin' on the roller coaster now instead of watching it whiz by and wishing i had the stomach to get on.